The Backstory, part three
Post-diagnosis, I put my life back together.
I worked a night job at an offsale to make room for my new
treatments, but also, frankly, because I was still a little nuts and completely
unfit for anything real and daylight related, as I had proven earlier in the
year. It had been a dark time for
me, and I came pretty close to throwing everything away.
But I didn't.
And slowly, day by day, I fixed myself. I had ridiculous amounts of help from
my wonderful friends and family, but it was still a slow process. You don't just snap out of depression:
it takes a while.
So I went back to school, three classes a term, to pick at
my chem eng. degree while I was beating cancer. I got eighties, I even managed to work nigh-full time for my
first year back, until my treatment regimen got more intensive. I still got eighties, even while on the
heftier medical stuff. It made a
good story.
Unfortunately, good stories need twists and turns, and I am
currently supplying some.
I developed a cough and a sore throat last December. It was a really low level thing, but
after it stuck around for a month, I got worried and went to a clinic. I'd have just gone to my GP, but it was
Sunday, and they were closed. The
doc I saw was excellent, discounting strep and mono immediately, but still
swabbing for both. We discussed my
cutaneous T-cell lymphoma, and he ordered a battery of blood tests and ordered
me to see my GP and my Dermatologist (Dermo, from now on) as close to
immediately as possible, which I did.
I went to an Ear-Nose and Throat (ENT) specialist with two
letters from my GP and Dermo, both urging him to do a biopsy immediately to
rule out lymphoma. He did
not. He took a look at my throat,
told me he didn't know what was going on, but that it was probably viral, and
to come back in two months if it still bothered me. When I pressed him regarding the biopsy, he told me that he
"saw no evidence of lymphoma."
He had done nothing but a visual inspection, and one cannot identify
lymphoma on sight. He did not
schedule a follow-up.
I'm leaving names out of this.
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